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Monday, September 12, 2005

cd burn.

Oh gosh...analogy again?

I burned some CD's of songs and started listening to them in my car. I was so excited. I love the fact that I can carry them around with me. But, come to realize, after last weekend my excitement just went down. Chinmay dropped pepsi on some of the CD's. So to clean them I was trying to grab them carefully out of the compartment and accidently dropped some on the ground -- with rocks and what not in the parking lot. They are not the same anymore - they've been scratched. Songs skip, get stuck and keep repeating the same word, some stop and some are absolutely fine!

Life can be a CD of burned emotions. Don't you think? I think so. CD of life.... we keep spilling freezing cold and burning hot truths and lies all over it. Drop it on the ground of broken dreams, shattered hopes. It doenst stay the same after picking it back up - it's been poked by the sharp edges of the broken dream and stained by the shattered hope tears. Emotions jump up and down, we get stuck at being sad and dwell over little things - again and again. OR, sometimes, we wipe it off with a clean cloth made up of understandings and compromises. If it still skips, and stops, some just throw it away and get a new one....a brand new one! Does it sound the same? or better?

9 Comments:

Blogger Keshi said...

aww beautiful post Pallavi - this one rocks! It comes from experience hai na? I can tell...


**Drop it on the ground of broken dreams, shattered hopes. It doenst stay the same after picking it back up - it's been poked by the sharp edges of the broken dream and stained by the shattered hope tears

I know this feeling very well...and guess wut girls I have broken dreams more than anything else...and those hopes have been shattered and I cant even find the pieces. That was so beautifully put Pallavi.


**OR, sometimes, we wipe it off with a clean cloth made up of understandings and compromises

We do...but depends on how many times we use that cloth to wipe it off. When it's used too many times, it gets unusable and too tired...


**a brand new one! Does it sound the same? or better

It's easy to get a brand new one but very hard to forget the memory of the old one...


I simply luv thi spost Pallavi...hope ur doing a bit better now??

Keshi.

10:53 PM  
Blogger Pallavi said...

@keshi,
i love the way you break things up.I do that personally and so nice to know that someone else is out there who likes doing the same....but again..we are the twins lost in the long time ago mela..and split one to the US and the other in Aus!!!!!!! No surprises!

@PT
"Spirit is in us like gold is in a ring, not like water in cup".
i think it means exactly wat it says...spirit in us is very precious and is valuable... its very 'expensive' to gain the right spirit and keep it clean...versus the water in cup is not the same....cuz things can fall in the water and make the water dirty...not always can we clean it unless we have the right "funnel - of right thoughts" to clean it out

11:10 PM  
Blogger Pallavi said...

also, if u take the gold out there is no ring.....just like that we have spirit..if u take the spirit out...there is no "us" ...with water in the cup...we can just empty it out and we still have the cup!

11:12 PM  
Blogger Ar Ar Ar Arrrrr said...

What has happend to both you sisters (Keshi and Pallavi)??

One is writing posts while driving on beach...other in her car while her pepsi-n-CD's are down on the ground in parking lot...

Damn...need anti-blog injection...
Im running outta supply :(

11:55 PM  
Blogger Pallavi said...

@Arjun,
hehehehhehehehe u are so funny!!!!
"damn need anti-blog injection"
hhaahahhhahahhaha

and no u can NEVER run out of supply!!!!!!!
what say keshi?

8:31 AM  
Blogger Keshi said...

LOL z000nie :)

yes Pallavi n I r the lost sisters...one in USA ans one in AUS...and no, we neva run out of supply of thoughts...we r born with plenty of it :)

Hugggggggggggz Pallavi how r u today?
Keshi.

6:38 PM  
Blogger Ar Ar Ar Arrrrr said...

Sisters-in-crime...

Z000nie boy goes on hunt for anti-blog injections for himself now :)

10:13 PM  
Blogger Pallavi said...

arjun,
Sisters in Crime we are! hahah!

11:07 AM  
Blogger Keshi said...

lol z000nie awww...

Keshi.

4:30 PM  

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